I am currently in Mumbai for working, learning how the same
job I do in Chennai is done here. I was excited to come to Mumbai; it was a
place I really wanted to visit while we were in India, and while our weekend in
Colaba was wonderful, the work week has brought homesickness. I miss Chennai.
On Sunday afternoon, I dropped Elise off at the airport. As
I kissed her goodbye in front of the domestic terminal and the cab pulled away
from the airport, I was immediately saddened. I wanted to go back to Chennai
with her. Sometimes, it takes getting away from the incessant chaos to remind
oneself that lying beneath the din layer there are smart, funny, and kind
children making all that noise.
I found the apartment in which I would be staying, a
bachelor’s pad (not mine) in Bandra West, a tree-lined neighborhood that was
supposedly home to several Bollywood stars. According to locals, it had at one
time been characterized by quaint bungalows decaying before one's eyes beneath the effects of several decades--if not centuries--of monsoons. Those were now, however, being
snatched up by hungry real estate developers and demolished. Modern residential
high-rise towers were now rising from their ashes.
I was unimpressed with my new home. I didn’t like the idea
of staying in someone else’s apartment, but I tried to think of it as an Air
BnB. Which was hard to do with poop in the toilet, dirty dishes in the sink,
and laundry strewn over the furniture. I walked to the market and bought a
fifteen dollar jar of peanut butter and a bunch of bananas, along with six
bottles of Kingfisher. I vowed to eat well this week, but it has been hard. I
am ashamed that I have become less self-sufficient than I was when I was
single.
By far the highlight of the week has been my morning runs.
Sunday night, I slept no more than three hours, but I still got myself up at a
quarter to five to go running. Surprisingly, there was less traffic on the
cobblestone streets of Mumbai at this hour than there was in Chennai. No cows
munched trash on the side of the road, though I did hear a rooster crow from
inside a dark and seemingly abandoned building. I ran under the full moon, the
morning surprisingly cool. I ran west to the Arabian sea and found a promenade
that hugged the edge of the land.
Eventually, the promenade ended, spitting me out into a
fishing village. Sleeping auto rickshaws lined the road, and out of each one stuck
a pair of bare feet. I heard the occasional snore as I ran by. I watched as
villagers tip-toed over the rocks into the sea to bathe or go to the bathroom,
holding their cellphones in front of them to light the way. A hundred tiny
emerald lights floated above the water like a cloud of fireflies.
After my run, I made coffee, showered, and got ready for
work. I called home and talked to Sam. He had gone to library and checked out
two new books, Star Wars and Tiny Titans, fittingly titled. I wished I could read
them with him.
I know getting outside of one’s comfort zone is good. It
keeps one mentally nimble. But I traded efficiency in the office for a chance
to come to Mumbai. The systems and processes are different, sometimes in
simple, surprisingly frustrating ways. The office is located in a new
industrial location, an office park built on top of a filled-in swamp that is
now like a desert, treeless, lifeless and far, far from any urban amenities. It’s
not easy to go for a lunchtime run from my office, smack-dab in the most
bustling part of Chennai, but here it would be impossible.
The office itself is enormous and so new and modern as to be
sterile and without character. In Chennai, our building is old. We trip over
each other. We hear each other’s conversations, and our cubicles are
practically stacked on top of one another, but in that there is charm, and the
lack of space necessitates we get along. This room is as big as a football
stadium. But they do have a nice gym with three working treadmills and a
commissary that stocks $12 bottles of Absolut.
I am a little disappointed in Bandra, as well. I was hoping
for something a little more hip, a place to grab a really good hamburger, or a
bar. Instead, there is more noise, more traffic, more people than Chennai. The
fruit stands do stay open later, but the Starbucks I was hoping would be around
the corner from my apartment is still on the other side of town.
Perhaps, I am not being fair. Maybe it is not about Mumbai
or not having easy access to a frappucino at all. I’m guessing it has more to
do with not coming home to our little Hall of Justice filled with Tiny Titans
and the woman I love.
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